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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

A Day in My Life

“So, what’s for breakfast?” For me, this is the scariest question possible on a Monday morning. Especially when my delightful maid decides to take off for a few days without

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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

You Are Not Alone in This

Autism parenting seems a lonely journey. Autism seems a lonely journey. It needn’t be. Krishna’s first regression happened when he was about 4. “That’s not typical,” the doctors told me.

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When a Child Cannot Speak, We Must

Children are society’s most vulnerable. And autistic children? Even more than “most.” A few nights ago, a friend shared a video. A horrible incident. In it, a so-called special educator

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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

The Taste of Hope

“Krishna, big, black eye!” And Krishna burst into peals of laughter. My cheek was against his and I peered into his eye. His comically huge, shiny, black side eye. My

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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

Trust Your Gut (About Your Child)

“I’ve seen many autistic children, but none like Krishna! Please admit him for 2 weeks in a psychiatric hospital.” When Krishna’s neurologist said this, she saw him at the peak

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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

The Language of Love

Does love need a spoken language? The gaze holding yours with such power that your soul is laid bare… The scent of that little head, sweet despite hair tangled with

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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

The Weight of Guilt

Let me tell you a story about parenting guilt. “Krishna, say bye to me. I’m going to the hospital. I’ll be back by evening.” Krishna was hiding under his comforter.

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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

Grace

“Little one, won’t you smile for me?” Her eyes twinkled, and her smile held more warmth than the summer night outside. Her hands held Krishna’s firmly, but gently. Krishna stopped

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A Parent's Journey
Gayatri Vathsan

When Helplessness Peaks

Watching your child hurt themself takes your feeling of helplessness as a parent to a different level. Krishna had a horrible weekend, and so did his parents. He was in

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